Saturday, June 20, 2015

Oregon

First let's start off with a random dream
I've had this dream before and I'm not a fan of it. It's me and my family we go to a hotel and then leave our room to go meet family or something and when we go back our floor level or room is gone it's like floor 2 doesn't exist and we look all over and I get panicky and maybe hours later I find it and it's back. This one at one point I think one of our kids or one and my husband was in the room but yet it was gone and I worried.
It's scary
Of course I have this dream when I'm in a hotel room without my husband and without my babies.

Anyway side note in about a week we will be putting our house up for sale. Every time spencer thinks of us moving Oregon comes to mind
And recently it's been we need to move sooner then later, for sure sometime in the next 3 years
He doesn't have a job there just yet but if our house sells before he gets a job we will probably move into an apartment in salt lake
An then in Oregon we would be in a apartment for a year maybe so we can find a good area (with no weirdos) and buy a house.
I'm pretty excited but also nervous
I would really miss my parents being so close by to help when I needed it and it would be hard not knowing anyone there
But it would be nice to move to a place neither of us has a past in to really start our lives as a family making our own memories together
It will be hard but easier with the kids not being in school yet
I just thought I would give everyone a heads up