Pathways

A good friend of mine, Jeff, was helping me in a time of need and came up with some really good things to think about. He pictures us all on our own path. There are times when paths cross and a friendship is made. That pathway will always be crossed but your pathways may not be as close anymore but you are still friends. That we all go our own way in life but that friendship that was made will always be there it just won't be the same. I realized that there are some changes I don't have the easiest time with; friendships. My path isn't going the same way they are but its worse because I keep looking back at what was instead of looking forward into this AMAZING future I could be having. I dwell on the past and want things to have stayed the same but it's time to turn around and face the front. That's something I truly need to be working on, never been so good at that. He brought up that it seems that I feel invisible to people. I said well not to everyone but yes to some I do. He goes that goes back to the path. They are looking forward and enjoying what they are having now and you see that instead of focusing on your path. He is simply a genius! Just thought I'd share that thought with you all.

He also related life to the food pyramid and how we have to eat all that healthy crappy food first until we reach the top where we can eat the sweetness. It may be small but it's worth it in the end. I need to work on being more positive in life, looking at it as glass half full. Also, need to look up some Ensign stories.

All in all it was an interesting night. Haha My first final is today, hate that the teacher split it in two because now we have to also come to class Thursday. Good luck to me haha