Inspiration

Like I said yesterday...I have decided to write a book.
Lately, i've been watching One tree hill which you all know and it has been my inspiration for a lot of things.
1. Writing a book: Lucas writes a book about his life in this beautiful way and my mom always used to tell me how she loved hearing me talk about all the stories I had, weather good or bad. And I am always constantly thinking so my awesome friend Spencer is going to help me accomplish it.
2. Getting started on my dress: Brooke has a clothing line and is AMAZING at making designs, and I have one stuck in my head but haven't started it until yesterday. (Thanks to Mallories drawing skills, she sketched a picture of it for me.) I am struggling a bit but hope it comes together how I have dreamed it would.
3. Exercises: They are all quite fit in this show and reminds me how unhealthy I am. I haven't started working out yet but I hope to start tomorrow. (I know I always say that lol)
4. Love: There is constant love and drama going on BUT it made me realize that love is real and can be amazing. I may get hurt but somewhere around the corner I AM going to find someone thats going to love me unconditionally, just like I desire. And I can wait for that. =]
5. Friends: They are really important and I know the ones that mean the world to me. Because they are THERE for me through anything. I needed to be reminded of the friends that matter, and stick with them. Not fight for friends that are never going to be there, it ends up hurting my important friendships.

Now I don't want to make any New Year's resoultions. I just want to, in my head, change my life for the better and take it step by step. I can't all of a sudden throw myself in to ALL these changes I want to make.
I am really excited for the New Year, 2011. It's going to take A LOT of work to make it great BUT I think I am willing to put my whole life into making myself stronger and wiser! I am worth it, because God believes in me, and so does my family/friends. Why not believe in myself? I am grateful that I have a chance to start over and move forward in life. Bring it on! =]