Thursday, August 23, 2012

Unbroken

Wednesday evening-
After work we ate real quick and then headed to the church. We both had meetings. My nursery meeting went fairly well and I feel really good about my calling and the sisters I will be working with. After the meeting I went home and sang a few songs (can’t wait until I can sing lots of songs without cracking every note). I posted it on Facebook if you want to see it. Then we watched some TV shows (I think, it’s kind of all a blur right now). Then slowly got ready for bed and tossed and turned most of the night.

Thursday-
Today is one of those days where I just want to stay home and curl up on the couch and watch TV. I did not sleep very well at all last night, I just wanted to scream or punch a wall. I like my sleep (which is funny since I didn’t feel like going to bed until like 11pm last night). But I was too hot and then my body ached and my mind was just going none stop. This is TMI but it’s my blog so I will just say what I feel like saying. So I’m PMSing and I have so many mean comments that come to mind when people say things and I’m trying so hard to hold it all in. I don’t want to snap at anyone and hurt their feelings. And then the pain that comes with cramps is ridiculous, isn’t bleeding annoying enough. Let’s just say it is the worst of it today but I’m already ready for it to be over so I’m glad my periods are only like tops 3 days long. It’s not a bad day today but I would feel more comfortable at home alone with my TV shows; where I can cry if I feel like crying or scream if I feel like screaming. At work you just have to hold everything in because you shouldn’t bring your personal problems to work.
I was going to write a poem today so we will see if that ever gets done.
Let’s just say it’s a good thing we are going to the temple tonight, I think I need a temple day.
We have a project at work for once but it’s folding 10 pages into a small envelope which isn’t the easiest thing in the world to do. DEEP BREATHS
I’m kind of complaining which isn’t good so maybe I should stop while I’m ahead. Sorry.
Almost everyone is in a meeting today so hopefully we don’t have too many people calling for them.
After work I just plan on eating Subway for dinner and going to the temple tonight. I hope it calms me down a bit and reorganizes my emotions. Other than that I’m good and then probably will just clean when we get home from the temple.
I need a girlfriends day sometime very soon… only I don’t have many available or if there are some they aren’t close by. Sigh such is life.
I feel bad for our men when were in our PMS stage every month. Sorry Spencer, I love you!

Countdown-

6 days until Chicago/Iowa!!!
90 days until Thanksgiving in California

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