After work I stopped by the grocery store and we made BLT’s for dinner. I noticed a few things with my car that I didn’t notice before. The thing under the steering wheel is open and I can’t get it to shut. Also I’m almost 100% positive someone broke in and our doors were locked. Because the trim that is kind of plastic/rubber at the bottom of the windows pops up now (especially when your roll the window up or down). I can pop it back into place but it comes out of place a lot now and I don’t like that.
I just really don’t like that I’m touching my normal day to day things in my car that someone else was touching that I don’t know. And that they could break in again because apparently it’s possible. I know want a semi new car and I want an alarm system!
I wonder if anyone else’s car by ours were broken into, no one has said anything and none of their cars look out of the ordinary. So sadly that makes me wander if one of our neighbors broke in. I don’t think so but you just never know.
We watched some TV and talked for a little bit. I stayed up as late as possible because I was not looking forward to going to sleep. We went to bed around 11:30 or 12. And I kept a light on in the bathroom and blocked our door so I would hear if someone came in. Then I left kind of a night light on in our bedroom. And I lay awake for awhile, then would drift off to sleep then wake up again. It was an on and off process.
Having someone break into anything of mine as been one of my worst fears. Now that it has come true (even though nothing bad happened) I’m even more paranoid/worried. I think that people don’t really think it’s a big deal and yeah it probably isn’t but it didn’t happen to you and you weren’t there. So it’s affecting me and so I need to talk about it and I haven’t really been able to accept for on my blog. So it’s been hard on me. I’m trying to remind myself that God will protect me and everything will be okay but I also just need to calm myself down. It’s going to take a little while. I just have to go through all the possibilities before I can set my mind at ease.
Tuesday-
I slept in this morning because it is easier to sleep when it’s daylight outside. Then I got up and watched some TV before getting ready for work. I really dreaded 11:10 when I needed to walk out to my car. I slowly walked out there and nothing seemed wrong of course so I just slowly got in the car. I just REALLY wish our automatic locks would work ALL the time. GR stupid electrical system in our car. I love my car a whole bunch but I’m starting to feel like it’s time to get a newer car. I know new cars are more likely to get broken into but they can be harder to break into and they can have an alarm system and I would just feel safer. I feel bad that I don’t feel safe getting in my car anymore. My car feels like its been invaded and it doesn’t feel like my car anymore. I should enjoy and feel safe about going in it. I know I’m over thinking and over reacting, just deal with it.
Not too much going on at work today so I will try to make myself read this book for book club and then watch a show here and there. Oh and I used a quarter to get Mike & Ike’s and it took my quarter AGAIN, it was fixed just a little bit ago. Why can’t they put the Mike & Ike’s in the section that doesn’t steal your quarters? GR!! I’m just having an off day.
After work we will be going to Jungle Jims with Jessica & J for the evening. I’m in need of a vacation but at the same time I’m worried about leaving our car here without checking up on it.
Countdown-
15 days until Chicago/Iowa!!!
99 days until Thanksgiving in
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