Journey to the end of my life

Thursday night I went to my first stand up concert with my sister Stephanie. She bought me tickets for my birthday. It was quite an experience thats for sure. The bands I remember and kind of liked were: The ready set, Downton fiction, and Allstar weekend. There were all these teenagers and some parents. It was crazy, and lots of people were rude. Needing to be super close to the front and I would rather be towards the back. You can still hear them because well its freaking LOUD, I could barely hear myself think. Or feel if it was my heart beat or the music pulsing in my body. It was crazy intense. It was a great experience but I don't ever really want to do it again. I ended up seeing Quincy and Caidan there...crazy!!
Favorite songs:
The Ready Set- Spinnin, Love like woe, More than alive, and Sixty Eight
Downtown Fiction- I just wanna run
Allstar Weekend- Hey, Princess, *Journey to the end of my life, and Not your birthday
It's also more fun when you actually know the bands and the words to their songs. But it wasn't too bad =]

Then Friday morning Kelsee Gates came by to see me!!! =] It was really good to see her. We just caught up a little bit and had a great time.

Receptionist job is going pretty good. I've done some stupid things because I wasn't really thinking. So I felt stupid. I should of just asked the stupid question. Oh well, Heather sometimes will come up from her area and talk to me. It makes me feel important or that she cares. I love our crazy random conversations becasue I don't have them very often with people.

Lion House has not been calling my name often but I worked Saturday two shifts and it wasn't too bad. I enjoy it most the time. I have lots of people to talk to unlike my other job.

I have got all my packages I have ordered!!! My books: Hold still, After, The last saint, and the five love languages. < This book is amazing.. EVERYONE should read it even if you aren't married.
We all have a love lanuage that makes us feel loved. People show their love to us by how they feel loved but that doesn't fill up our love tank. They mean well but we must learn our spouses love language. Thank Heavens Spencer's and mine are about the same.
Love Languages-
Words of Affirmation
Quality Time
Receiving Gifts
Acts of Service
Physical Touch

Most the time but not always your love language is how your parents showed their love to you. It's super interesting. Most of these we should have in our lives anyways because its part of being a Latter Day Saint.
I also got a present for my friends birthday and sheets for Spencer and my bed =] They are AWESOME!

I went to Sandy, the Kinesiologist. =] This time for being able to let people love me and love them back. For example if you really know me, you know I don't like to be touched often or say I love you. She related it back to when I was 7 years old. I wish I knew what exactly happened. BUT it was intersting on where it was affecting my body the most. (IF you don't agree with this please don't tell me because it works for me weather you agree with it or not.) My mom can attest that its changed me. I am a lot more happier then I used to be. I am striving to make my life better. Either way it was an interesting experience and one of the doctors orders was to eat a salad once every day for a week. I can do that, just need to be reminded. I ate my salad today....6 more days or more if I feel like it. =]

Watched General Conference this morning with Spencer and Suki. I kept being really sleepy (didn't sleep well last night) but it was pretty good for the most part. I heard a lot about Women and their importance and how Children are important to watch and be humble like them. It's true I see that glow in their eyes. I had to work at the Lion House so I missed half of the second session.
I walked out into the pouring rain to get home, its nice when its warm outside.

4 months and 3 days until Spencer and I get married! It's getting closer haha

*I wanna take a Journey to the end of my life cuz I just want to see what its like, am I loved, am I hated, in your face, or understated....how will I be when I die? Do I turn out alright? Is my fate up to me? Will my kids go to school or stay at home? Is their peace or war?