Broken

This post idea came to me like most as I'm lying in bed trying to fall asleep (aka having conversations with myself in my head, this is a typical occurrence)

We are all broken either physically or mentally or emotionally. I believe we are always constantly repairing ourselves from rips and tears.

I think most of us are battling inner wounds daily and some days we heal really well and then the next leave a big tear.

All those trials can make us stronger but will always leave a scar but without those trials in our lives we may never become the person we are today or will be some day.

I also think that sometimes we act a certain way to hide deeper issues we may have.

It brings me back to my ear infection where I was in SO much pain and couldn't hear right but when people saw me they never would of known what I was going through and how I was feeling.

Hopefully the way we choose to heal ourselves is in a good way but we live and learn. And hopefully things work out in the end.

I was thinking yesterday how sometimes we even look at people and are surprised by their actions and might even say I would never do that but then realize oh my gosh I totally have done something very similar to that. It's all about perspective and trying not to judge others (even though it's so easy to do that) and realize there is more to their issues then we probably know. I am guilty of judging people...I just try better next time.

I could make a list of so many things I struggle with and hope to one day be better at. But not that the whole world needs to know about my issues so I won't write them down here.
But I do suggest finding a bestie and talking your feelings out every once in awhile, it's one of my therapeutic methods besides going to a therapist lol

This just brings out how much I would someday love to learn more about psychology. The brain and emotions and everything are so fascinating to me. Why people do what they do based on past experiences.

I hope this all came out right, background kid shows are distracting my train of thought. I should of gotten up and wrote it last night before I forgot half of my thoughts.

Quotes:

"Do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on." (AMEN! I know there are chapters of my life i'm not proud of but they've made me who I am and I hope people didn't judge me by those mistakes when they probably didn't know why I was acting the way I was)

"Never be ashamed of a scar. It simply means you were stronger than whatever tried to hurt you."

"Always a work in progress" (I think this was the quote I was given, we are always working to improve ourselves physically, mentally, spiritually, emotionally...etc.)