Last minute

Thursday evening-
I finally passed level 65 on candy crush, now stuck on level 70. After work we rented the movie “parental guidance” from Redbox. It wasn’t too bad; some parts were weird and really didn’t need to be in a PG movie. It was a fairly good storyline though of how different parenting skills are from one generation to another. We had McDonald’s for dinner. Then I did the dishes (I’ve been keeping up with them fairly well lately). Then we really didn’t do much at all. I thought we were going to box up some more things but we didn’t which I was fine with because my body is just starting to get more sore and tired faster. 

Friday-
I woke up this morning and put a rice pack on my calf, it is still super sore from the Charlie horse I got, ouch. Then I got a few things ready and headed off to work. It’s going to be another pretty boring day and I’m really not excited to be at work but it is Friday.
Saturday we will be taking the Frontrunner to Ogden Station to take Caidan’s Bridals and some couple photos.
Sunday I have the lesson in nursery and we just have church nothing too crazy.
I defiantly put myself in a not so great position while pregnant. By that I mean putting so many things to the last minute. 1. deciding to move to my parents right after we have them which means we pretty much have to have things packed and moved there before the end of May (most of the things anyways but not all) 2. the whole car situation which wasn’t really put to the last minute but it defiantly isn’t moving as fast as I had thought it might
Nothing really extreme but sometimes like today it sure doesn’t help me feel calm and relaxed. I’m not stressing that much or over doing it but I’m the type of person that likes to get things done right away and be done with it but in these situations I can’t do that so I’m constantly worrying about it. Now once all is said and done we will defiantly have relaxing time or just time in general to be with Isaac right away but the before hand isn’t so calming and relaxing. It really isn’t anything extreme but there things I would rather be done with right now or have an actual date I will know they will be done on. I’m pregnant so things are just a little more heighten in emotions on occasion.
Off topic and random I have a friend who’s mother is in hospital with some fairly serious issues. And I got to thinking how terrible I am at comforting people in this situation to where someone could pass away or has passed away. The best I can really say to someone is I am sorry and I hope they get better or it get’s better for you. Now it’s not that I don’t have a heart. I’ve only really known 3 people that have past away that I was fairly close to. My Aunt Renee (sp?) and she passed away in an accident a little while after we had moved to Utah. I think I cried because I knew that’s what you did when someone passed and she was one of my favorite Aunt’s but we didn’t see her all the time and we were far away so I don’t think it ever really hit me that she was gone. Also in general with the gospel I knew she was in a better place and was being taken care of. Then the next death was an old boyfriend who was 19 or 20 I believe. Now that one I had a hard time with because I had JUST seen him a week before, we were close in age and he was finally getting on the right path in life and then he was suddenly gone and I would never run into him again. But I was only upset for maybe 3 days, I had a dream weirdly enough that helped me know he was okay and where he needed to be in life. Then the next one was my Grandpa, we had seen him a month or two before he passed away. That might have helped a little bit but I also knew his time was coming up and that he had lived a long life and it was time for him to be somewhere where he wouldn’t be in pain or have trouble with anything. I’ve never cried at his passing and like I’ve said before I think because I don’t see him very much or talk to him much for one and I know he is in a better place.
So when people deal with a death I feel bad and I know I will be a wreck when my parents or siblings or my own little family pass away or are really sick but I haven’t had to really experience it yet so for everyone dealing with it I can offer an I’m sorry and a hug if they need it.
I know that was WAY off subject but she texted me this morning and I got to thinking how I haven’t said much because I really don’t know what to say and I feel terrible about it. But I offer what I can for what I’ve experienced.

Pregnancy-
Getting the antsy/anxious feeling again, I don’t like it. I’m ready for it to be over not because I’m uncomfortable or anything but just because I’m ready for it to all be done with. It can be a lot of work being pregnant even if you don’t get too many symptoms.

Countdown-

8 days until the Tooele baby shower
18 days until Demi’s Album comes out
28 days until my last day at work
36 days until Isaac’s due date!