Trust in God

Wednesday evening-
Yesterday I just was having an off day and not feeling like myself. Not that anything bad necessarily happened but things weren’t turning out the way I was hoping for them to turn out. After work I stopped by the Verizon store and had to give my phone a master reset which I didn’t want to have to do but sometimes it has to be done. At first it showed that all my pictures were gone and I was missing half my numbers (Spencer being one of them) but after 30 minutes or so all of it was back, thank heavens! I don’t feel like downloading games back on my phone so for now it’s mainly mail and text and it goes a lot faster. I am up for an upgrade but for now I really don’t feel like it so I will save it for when I need it. I came home and had ice cream for dinner because I wanted to. Then watched Wheel of Fortune, Jeopardy, Who wants to be a millionaire, and AFV. I finished up Caidan’s wedding pictures and will send them out tomorrow (Thursday). Now before heading to bed I ran across a post someone had posted on Facebook that made me think twice about bad days. Now my day wasn’t as bad as this person’s but still makes you appreciate the love our Savior has for us and that he knows so much more than we do.
The Story-
Me: God, can I ask you a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise you won’t get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do you mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: At lunch they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait
God: hmm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: Alright
Me: And to top it all off, when I got home I just wanted to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. But it wouldn’t work! Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of my angel to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me: (humbled) Oh
God: I didn’t let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn’t want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn’t afford to miss work.
Me: (embarrassed) Okay
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn’t even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me: (softly) I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn’t think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I’m sorry God
God: Don’t be sorry, just learn to Trust me in all things, the good & the bad.
Me: I will trust you
God: And don’t doubt that my plan for your day is always better than your plan.
Me: I won’t God. And let me just tell you God, thank you for everything today.
God: You’re welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I love looking after my children.

Thursday-
Didn’t have the best start to my day but sometimes that happens. I also found out it was snowing but you know I’m actually okay with it. 1. It brings us more moisture before the hot summer comes 2. It’s the pretty white fluffy snow (not the old dirty snow) 3. It’s not sticking which is always a plus! I had one of those moments today where I can’t say or do anything right apparently or so it feels when it comes to certain situations. It’s just kind of frustrating and it’s coming to a point where I’m going to stop responding to things and just live in my own little life. Honestly it should it have to be that way but that way is looking nicer right now. Sorry if that all sounds confusing but I’m wording around the multiple situations because in the end that doesn’t really matter.
Because of the wet weather work has postponed the basketball March madness game. I’m just ready to get it all over with; last year when we had bad weather we just did it inside so I’m not sure why we aren’t doing that this time.
After work I plan to go to the store and buy a few gifts for people on my list. Then clean up the house a little bit more and organize a few things. That’s the plan anyways.


Pregnancy-
We are just counting down the days right now. Oh but we are up to 130 lbs which means I’ve gained about 12 lbs so far in this pregnancy, still low but pretty good for me.

Countdown-

8 days until our maternity photo shoot!
44 days until the Tooele baby shower
72 days until Squirt’s due date!