Dreaming

Remember as a young girl/boy how we dreamed of our future and how it was going to be?


little child dreaming

I don't remember exactly what I dreamed of but I wanted to be happy. The future seemed like a happy place to be. And I would do anything to be in that happy place as a child. I'm sure I dreamed about being something amazing, having a family and have lots of friends.
Dreams to be:
An astronaut (spelled wrong)
A ballarina
A painter
A singer
A writer
A chef
A race car driver

and the list could go on! As a child you could be anything you wanted to be. You just had this amazing imagination! Being a child seemed so easy. You didn't have to worry about much because your parents would take care of you. I would give anything to be a child ago BUT
my life has never been better! Those dreams of mine whatever they might have been don't compare to the actual future =]
I just have little struggles but where I am right now and who I am with is worth every struggle!
I've never been this happy before and for this long! =]
This is no means to rub it into people's faces who aren't happy but hang out with me and I just might brighten your day! lol
I am getting education like the prophet has said and I dont have too many credits so I am not behind, I am getting things done as soon as possible and learning things =]
I have two jobs, so income and trying my best to save and I love my jobs. One is a little difficult at times but its worth every second of it. I am learning there as well and getting to know new people.
I have a wonderful family who would do anything for me! Especially my mother, she is so sweet and I want to be JUST like her when I have kids someday. She is very helpful! I love her!
Then I'm reading my scriptures and gaining a stronger testimony and love for my Heavenly Father and the prophets! They care so much about us!
Last but not least is my wonderful boyfriend, Spencer! I love him more than anything in the world! He is there for me when I struggle with something and helps calm me down and listen to me. He helps me with homework and is really understanding. He wants to help me and he is so strong in the gospel, he teaches me lots of things. He is so positive and I know he makes me happy!
There are so many things I am grateful for in my life that I will hold onto during hard moments. There are LOTS of things I am looking forward to but I need to be patient. I will let you know all the exciting things when it comes up. Until then I love you all and don't stop dreaming! Someday too you will feel what I feel =]