Changes/ducklings =]

Once again there have been lots of changes! We’ve moved up the wedding date. We are getting married June 18^th 2011. It’s all basically family and half of his family isn’t able to come. Then we are keeping the Reception August 6^th yeah 2 months away but I really don’t care. Either way you would have seen us married lol

So we pretty much sold our lease at the Seasons at City Creek and are now hurriedly trying to find a place to move into this month. We are NOT going to live with my parents. Lol

We have one condo we looked at for a GREAT price. The guy is looking for the applications today and hopefully we’ll know by tomorrow or Friday. Either way I hope he calls to let us know even if we don’t get it. Oh how amazing it would be if we DID get it though…. Sigh such is life if we don’t. But it’s pretty AMAZING!!! Basically he is going to Washington DC for a little more than a year and he has one bedroom and one bathroom closed off storing all of his things. But there is only us two so we don’t really need all of that. It’s a HUGE living room, HUGE kitchen (even though I don’t like the colors he chose for the walls. Orangish red, and yellow), a separate room for the laundry room, and then the bedroom which is decent size and blue =], and lastly the HUGE bathroom!! There are two sinks, a shower, then a Jacuzzi tub, and then you keep going and a walk in closet!!! Too good to be true but it is and if we were picked I’d scream =]

Anyways lately I’ve been working from 730am-5pm. Wow didn’t think I could do it but once I wake up I actually enjoy it and don’t mind. With the breaks it goes by pretty fast.

Things just fall into place when you do what is right!

Our invites are done they are just being printed. The pictures came and we fixed them up. I get his ring today or tomorrow. (Hopefully it fits) Next I got the bouquets for the girls and I. The mother ones are on their way.

It’s funny how things change over time. I mean I am IN LOVE with Spencer. When I first met him he was nice but I didn’t think I’d marry him. Then we started hanging out and I thought I could marry him. Now I AM marrying him. Haha

There have been some crazy experiences and I’ve been so emotional over stupid things. It’s ridiculous but also kind of cool.

My parents have been so supportive of me and I appreciate that with ALL my heart.

I had a garage sale!! I sold ¼ of everything maybe. I made some money =] but I need more of it gone! I don’t want any of it. One more time I will have it this Saturday from 8-11.

Now 11 days until I get my endowment.

Now 18 days until I get married!!!!! =] Crazy how close it is! I am more ready than ever though =] Bring it on! Lol

On Monday I went to Alpine to go see my good friend Carli! While leaving Tooele to go through Salt Lake (if you’ve drove it before) the spot where it becomes 3 lanes, and your going 65 some crazy thing happened. There was a truck in front of me and used his turn signal to move over to the other lane as if there were a car in front of him. I wasn’t thinking that there would be DUCKS trying to cross the road! A mother and her like 4 babies maybe. Thank heavens there wasn’t a car in the other lane I had to break really fast and swerve into the other lane because they like came out of NO WHERE.

Wow what trust they must have in their mother to cross a crazy road like that. I am just glad I didn’t squish them! Ahh I would of hated myself for life!

I just started thinking this morning how as little children or ducklings we rely and trust our mothers. We hope they never bring us through rocky roads (lol) but sometimes that’s the way we must go because there is no other way around it. How terrifying it must be at times to know that you have to try never to endanger them. There are times when they get older of course where they endanger themselves. I know a mother or two who are single mothers and they never meant to put their child in positions that they are put in but they are amazing at trying their best to keep them in safe arms of love. (Or wings if you prefer my duck story) =]

Being a mother will be AMAZING but I know at the same time terrifying but everything will work out how it needs to.