Hold still
Lately I've been doing a lot of research on some important people in history okay so nothing really big but they are interesting o me.
IT got me thinking how people are not always what we think they are. I hope I can explain this the righ way so that you may understand what I am getting at. We all have a piece of us that we keep hidden from everybody but ourselves but there are times we Try to hide them from ourselves. We put on this face of who we wish to be even maybe who we are but it's not ever piece of us. I thin it's totally fair to not give your whole self to the criticizing world. This isn't always good thought. Most of the pieces we don't show to others are usually the bad parts of us hat we don't want people to look down on us for.
Examples:
Aneroxic
Bulimic
Depression
Bipolar
Multiple personalities
Cutting
I am not sayin we all do at least one of these and hide it. I'm sayin how some of us are such amazing people that we wouldn't ever realize our friends or family struggle with these. Doesn't mean they are weird or different just they may struggle with something's like any normal person.
I must say ive had people like this in my life. Neve would I have realized it if they haven't told me.
Let me tell you of two people that ive researched that are not who you expected.
Let's start with princess Diana. An remarkable lady she was always helping someone and always smiling and happy. It's what the media portrayed. Now this doesn't mean she wasn't happy most those times. In my research though she struggled with anorexia. Self injury. And obsession over needing the be in the lime light. She liked getting pictures taken of her she loved every minutes of it but it's unhealthy. And I believe I read she had two personalities.
Next a slightly different situation. Amanda Knox. Her family and friends never would of thought she would ever kill someone. Now the law says she did hence why she is in jail. For all we know and what I believe is she didnt do it. Let's say the media is right and she did. No one ever knew she would of done something like that. Heck she might not even knew she would so something like that.
My point is how interesting is this. Who around you is hiding one little piece from everyone? I believe we all have a little bit of crazy in us doesn't mean were all hiding it.
From now on I am goin to look at people and wonder what they struggle with. Or are they being exactly who they are.
I think this is more in media some people play being perfect so well when maybe they go home and cry every night. Hmm just a thought I had plus it's been awhile since I wrote in here.
There are so many ideas I want to do but either I don't have enough experience in the area or not enough money or time. There are projects I've started but ne'er finished cuz I lost the drive cuz it took too long to finish. Sometime I hope to over come this and complete ideas I have.
Photography thoughts
Wedding ideas
Treehouse
Future home
Future bookstore
Like I said lots of thoughts..... Lol
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