Blind

Lately I’ve been wondering how I would feel being blind. While riding the bus into work I see a blind person or two at the bus stop. When I try to picture being in there shoes all I feel/see is darkness. Then I got to thinking, how do you trust people. In this world we judge people by how they look whether we can trust them or not. We are told not to judge people but its part of a survival tip sometimes. I am sure without seeing them you can feel if something isn’t right. I felt that without being able to see were not aware of our surroundings. That isn’t true because they say if you’ve lost one of your five senses the other senses are stronger.

One blind lady came on the bus today and she was about oh 6 or 7 months pregnant I would say. Then I got to thinking how does she do it? I mean there isn’t much but eating lots and having to pee a lot at this point. But what is she feeling? Has she felt sad because she’ll never actually see her precious baby girl/boy? See their first step or see their first smile. I’m sure she’s thought about this but touch and feel is very important to them. She will touch their face and get a feel for how they look inside her brain. You don’t have to see a baby to know how adorable they probably are. Does she worry the baby will be blind too maybe?

How frightening that must be for a baby that just came from the light of God and entered into this dark world. The plus though is you don’t see all the bad things that go on, but you might hear them.

In the end you really have to have trust in people. You have to believe without seeing it. Which is faith right there. Knowing God exists and is real without seeing him by our side. We can feel he is there through some moments in our lives.

On a side note it’s been awhile since I have blogged. Basically there have been a few trying moments in my life. And it’s been really hard actually. I’ve almost gotten over one and am struggling to get over the other one.

They both involve be changing different parts of me drastically. Or that’s how I feel. Lol

It’s a lot of pressure and stress and I’ve buckled down a few times. Right now thinking about it makes me feel very weak and tired. I know with help and sticking to the Gospel will help me with what needs to be done and whatever happens, happens and I will deal with it all then. Basically I just need a vacation. Hopefully someday that will happen for me. I’m just breathing and trying to do my best. The End

Have a fabulous day, and I hope no one is harmed from the flooding. Let’s bring our sunshine back! =]