Life is Worth Living

 It's almost been SIX months since we moved to Oregon. I'm so glad we got the promoting to move here and that we followed through with it. It's been the best thing we've ever done.
I have changed so much since we've moved here, for the better of course.
I'm sad it took so long to become the person I'm working on but it's so worth it.
I've had plenty of bumps and bruises along the way, figuratively and not figuratively lol

Oddly enough the song "life is worth living" by Justin bieber comes to mind.
I may get frustrated over things that seem so little to outsiders but for whatever reason they can turn my day upside down and I might have a break down and honestly during some of those days I don't want to feel that way anymore. Life seems so hard during those moments. Not that I want to end my life necessarily but that I don't think I will survive that day.
But oddly enough the next day always seems just a little bit better.
"Life is worth living, so live another day"
You'll always have those rough days but they almost always go away so don't judge your life by those days.

I've recently realized though that through those rough days is how I've come to the amazing decisions I have made in life. That are making me a better person.

From crying so much from sickness pain to now rejoicing in the pain from my body getting stronger daily.

From not knowing the gospel as well as I thought I did to now diving every day into the scriptures to grow closer to my Heavenly Father that now daily I feel the spirit filling my life with joy and happiness.

From tough, long days with the boys without Spencer to loving and appreciating him even more.

Wanting to go outside and explore the outdoors more then ever before because I want to make memories with my boys that someday they will thank me for.

And being in control of my emotions and not letting what other people say or do or don't say or don't do change my mood.

My love for everyone has grown

Tomorrow is always a new day!