Time flies

There are times when I just want to go up to a stranger and hug them because they look like they need it. But I don’t know, I just wish the world was different sometimes. I was sitting across from this guy on Trax and we made eye contact and he didn’t really smile. He almost looked sad. I guess I didn’t really smile either but I hope I didn’t look sad. I started playing games on my iPod and then we looked over at each other again and he smiled at me and I smiled back. =] It made me know that he was okay, and a happy person. I hope so anyways.

Man yesterday was kind of rough at first but then turned out amazing! It ended so nicely I just can’t even express.

Basically there was a decision that needed to be made soon and there were some against it and others that were okay with it. I wanted to do it for me of course. So I prayed about it and talked to my parents and got a blessing. It was really nice to talk to my dad because we don’t always have a heart to heart about things. And I almost cried because it meant so much to me and opened my eyes a bit. I wish our family was always like that. Then I went home and got a blessing. The things that were said once again brought tears to my eyes. I can’t explain how good it felt to know Heavenly Father felt that way. Basically now I know what I need to do and I know I can do it. It’ll be a struggle but I can do it. =]

Suki got a blessing as well and that was just awesome. Afterwards her and I sat and talked about some things. Then I made an awesome chore chart for us roommates! Then when Mary got home we explained what we did and how we think it all should go. I felt good about that.

Then it was getting SUPER late and we needed to go to bed. Suki and I were so silly and goofy that we decided to do that upside face talking thing. I can’t explain it all but we video taped it. HAHA hilarious!

Something weird I noticed was that when it’s really late I feel really sick if I am not going to bed. Like I could almost throw up, man I’m getting old.

On a final note it was interesting, every time I tried to think back on the blessing I would remember things then remember that it wasn’t from the blessing but from my home teacher or my dad. THEN I thought they were hard to tell apart because what they were saying was through God. Some thing he knew I needed to hear. =]

Crazy how things work out that way! Well time sure is going to fly. Or it better, but I do know what I need to work on now!